The Love Letter.

I came across this letter...that made my heart swell up so much that it could no longer contain the feelings I thought I could only feel.
When I came across an entire enveloped full of overflowing love letters from Matt back when we first started dating. I just had to share this one, only one because it wasn't really written to me, but more like him writing to let his feelings out for himself.
And I just wanted to share it with you;

May 15

[In the front of the letter, folded up, with my name on it, it said: "And I still don't know how I got somebody so beautiful it's amazing I don't believe it BLINDED by her brilliant beauty. My pretty girl is so amazing the way I get a cute love and to actually fall in love with such a gorgeous woman love.]

Now to the actual letter:

May 15

"...was writing notes...but I can't focus. This girl...what is with this? It's like, I had already decided, I mean I had realized before. Years ago realized or thought that I would never feel it. I thought, I will go through life, relationship after relationship without ever feelings this, Love. I accepted it with a broken heart. But wait, what's with this girl? She made me wrong. Never did I think I could feel like this. But this girl...she has me feeling new things. I'm SO in love with her. It's like, she makes me happier than I ever thought I would get. I thought only dark days ahead. But she is a shining light. A beautiful light. An Angel. No, not AN Angel...MY Angel...she saved me..she's pulled me up...I was so far down in the depths, the abyss..never did I think I could be lifted this high...I can't get her smile off my mind...damnit...I'm in love. Christ all mighty am I in love! and I don't know how to explain how happy it makes me.
-I hope she never leaves..

An entry from,
Matt the Homicidal Lover Boy."


-He'll probably get embarrassed that I put this on here..but I can't help but smile so much when I read this.
I hope it never gets old, or too mushy.
It just made me feel really really good.