Thursday, September 4, 2008

Growth.

I can finally say that I am happy and in a "bliss-full" mood. No one can bring me down or make me feel horribly upset. Yesterdays sorrows are today's strengths, all my thoughts of making amends to others have washed away with the oceans waves. My love has scattered and my heart is now unwavering, the tears have dried and I feel stronger once again. As I imagine myself sitting on a stone boulder facing outwards towards the oceans never ending scenery, wind whips my hair around my face playfully and I ponder my life and all of its roller coaster feelings of excitement. Finally, I feel free of the chains and I have the love wrapped around me tightly, binding once again. My eyes scan the waves for answers and it answers me. Free as a bird, high spirited, carefree, laughing, smiling-that all defines me. I have been so high-strung and now I have cut the ties. Friends make it possible. And as I stare out to the East I have nothing more than the whispers of the wind playing upon my back. Life is good although some friendships have been lost, I can't help but feel relieved. This new found freedom in my heart has made this journey an exciting one. As I stand and stare one last time at the old remnants of fun times, I look towards my future that was once behind me, now in front of me. A smile on my face, never to look at the past again.
I love me and all the inhabitants of love that have grown inside of me.
Sometimes I can't help the smile that is spread across my face.

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