The Stress Level Rises

Oh Hamlet! Oh Hamlet!
The most corniest movie ever...
It was a very amusing morning in AP Literature today..
We watched Hamlet [of course] with poor Mrs. Dinlocker running up to the TV screen every time a naked or "sex" scene occurred with a WHITE t-shirt in her hand holding it up [I'm quite sure everyone could make out figures through it] attempting to hide such a tainting situation. It was quite amusing... Kids were rebelling saying "Hey! We're 17 and 18!!!

Makes no difference folks, Broward County would wring you dry if a teacher were to get caught letting you students watch naked scenes. [Remember, sex is illegal in the eyes of "adults"] I believe it's quite pathetic though, why hide the real world?
Let us believe in pony's and unicorns, thanks.


Anyway,
There's a Robotics Meeting Today, hopefully Matt K. will show up, I need to start SOAP in a forward direction. I have now come to a conclusion that no SOAP member is allowed to fool around at Motorola. Since there are mostly guys on SOAP now [sorry everyone], I might as well give them this impression that SOAP is fun, but is to be taken very seriously; or else they are off the team [Not really, it's just an amusing way to see Freshman cringe and freak out]

After the meeting I have to stay after for the Art and Dance Show
Ugh! Plus, I have to keep focused on when I have to call in for the FLL Conference Call at 7 tonight.
It's all so very frustrating today.

As a memo for me:

Read Chapter 12 on Personalities for Psychology.

Finish the two essays due in AP Lit.

UCF Essays.





I don't think I can do much anymore...

Swimming with the Sharks...literally..

So, Kyler has convinced me 100% to learn how to surf, quite scary. Especially when he tells me stories about seeing sharks!
[Side Story]
This morning I was talking to Kristina about it and she told us a story about how her and her Dad were in upstate Florida on the beach learning how to surf. Kristina said as she was sitting on her board, not even 10 feet away, there were two baby hammerhead sharks swimming in a circle! lol, As she said the story I added a more dramatic effect and started to hum the theme from JAWS.
[Back to the actual story]
I'm pretty stoked though, because I love the ocean [I'm quite scared because I am afraid to drown!] and I always wanted to learn how to surf!

That is my goal for this year, lol.
Well, I'm getting distracted by Noelle and Emile!

I will finish this blog later...


:D

Oxymoron.

The Most Easy Difficult Test Ever!!!


I'm sad to say this but, Noelle and I had a hard time with our AP Psychology test that was on Chapter 9 yesterday. Well, the essays I mean... c'mon, who the hell is Erik Erikson first of all?! Ugh, I really wish I didn't spend so much time on the first sections of the chapter, and I should have focused on the last parts as well.
Who knew that Mr. Lacroix was going to beat us down?! I sure didn't think he would..
At least I wasn't the only one who stared blankly at that essay! But, there were 2 others (that equals 3 essays for the slow ones.) I wasn't so confident on either one I think, well...except the Piaget essay. I had the gist of it I think.


Anyway, besides the brain wrecking test, I couldn't believe I went to the most pathetic pep rally of my high school life, EVER! One word explains it all; LAME. lol, Typically, it was a sad day for most of the Panthers, even the Principal must have felt embarrassed! Oh well...Only during My Senior Year they have to suck. Puh...


In Other news; [AP Literature.]

Mrs. Dinlocker has me on a choke hold at the moment, so now I must stop blogging for the moment and I must finish Frankenstein today and I must at least know all of my vocabulary words for Tuesday!
Plus, I need to fax over my Geometry* work to my online teacher before she calls again! Life is getting a bit too complex. I have the SAT and ACT Test Back-to-Back!

I have to cut my time short and start to study, plus I have this presentation to do as well..

So..

I'm off now!



Later!




*I skipped Geometry in 10th grade and took Algebra 2 instead.





I am proud to say that I'm 108 pounds..
Only because it's 108!!! Woot woot! :]]

Passive.

The exhaustion has finally caught up with me and the world feels so unreal to me, that sometimes I don't remember what I said..kind of scary.



"What goes up has got to fall.."

And that explains my mood for tonight..
I had a very high intake of sugar today, and if I were to have diabetes I think I would have sent myself to my death bed. People thought I was high! Okay, let me get your facts straightened out for ya! I don't Smoke, Drink, or Do Drugs! I'm a good kid, and even though I may seem crazy and a bit out there, I still am conservative, plus, I do my work when I am told to. Even as an overachiever I'm a lazy ass! When something catches my interest then I'd take the extra mile to learn about what I think is fascinating..

Anyway, sorry for that little run on sentence paragraph for a rant..
I'm pretty much exhausted from last night's "Witching Hour" I also am not feeling to great. Lately, my body feels like it's just going to malfunction, my brain has started to engage in these heavy pressure pulsating sensations. And sometimes I'd get a shock [Zap] at times, I think all the neurotransmitters are going berserk.. Maybe I'm going to die! :(
Hope not, I should get it checked out, one day. Now that I'm 18 I can go on my own...
maybe when Matt comes down during the Thanksgiving weekend I'll swing by the hospital for a CAT SCAN. Ever since Senior year started my health has took a nose dive. I've got a lot of issues that I need to take care of..
But first I am almost done studying for my psychology test..

Wish me luck.


I just want to succeed, why is everything so challenging for me? Or maybe it's because I don't have a clear head when learning? Whatev..




P.S.- Noelle I am not anorexic! Mr. Lacroix probably thinks I am! :/
Last time I weighed myself, I was pretty much over the 100 pound mark! lol..