At Last...

Finally! This is the first time I actually am REALLY happy!
Today is the last day of school before Winter Break, and Christmas is in four days! There isn't much to be excited about though...just the fact that I do have work to do, yet I am looking forward to these activities:

-Tea Time [Tomorrow]
-DJ's LAN Party [Tomorrow]
-Sunday Night [A surprise maybe?]
-Christmas Eve! [Monday Night]
-CHRISTMAS! [Of course..]

And a lot of studying for the next two weeks, JOY!



In other news, I'm so nervous right now!!! I have to sing [I don't HAVE to, I just chose to] in Psychology for extra credit. We'll see how well my singing skills are when I stand in front of my class and MR. LACROIX!
It will be an old favorite that everyone enjoys.. "Let it snow"

Maybe afterwards Noelle will post it and I shall put it up here whenever..



:P

Random Update.

Thank you for worrying about me! I can see that all truly did miss me!




Sunday was fun...


This is my best friend, Kyler.

Yah...The Surfer.

I'll write a more elaborate blog of intellect much later.

The Stress Level Rises

Oh Hamlet! Oh Hamlet!
The most corniest movie ever...
It was a very amusing morning in AP Literature today..
We watched Hamlet [of course] with poor Mrs. Dinlocker running up to the TV screen every time a naked or "sex" scene occurred with a WHITE t-shirt in her hand holding it up [I'm quite sure everyone could make out figures through it] attempting to hide such a tainting situation. It was quite amusing... Kids were rebelling saying "Hey! We're 17 and 18!!!

Makes no difference folks, Broward County would wring you dry if a teacher were to get caught letting you students watch naked scenes. [Remember, sex is illegal in the eyes of "adults"] I believe it's quite pathetic though, why hide the real world?
Let us believe in pony's and unicorns, thanks.


Anyway,
There's a Robotics Meeting Today, hopefully Matt K. will show up, I need to start SOAP in a forward direction. I have now come to a conclusion that no SOAP member is allowed to fool around at Motorola. Since there are mostly guys on SOAP now [sorry everyone], I might as well give them this impression that SOAP is fun, but is to be taken very seriously; or else they are off the team [Not really, it's just an amusing way to see Freshman cringe and freak out]

After the meeting I have to stay after for the Art and Dance Show
Ugh! Plus, I have to keep focused on when I have to call in for the FLL Conference Call at 7 tonight.
It's all so very frustrating today.

As a memo for me:

Read Chapter 12 on Personalities for Psychology.

Finish the two essays due in AP Lit.

UCF Essays.





I don't think I can do much anymore...

Swimming with the Sharks...literally..

So, Kyler has convinced me 100% to learn how to surf, quite scary. Especially when he tells me stories about seeing sharks!
[Side Story]
This morning I was talking to Kristina about it and she told us a story about how her and her Dad were in upstate Florida on the beach learning how to surf. Kristina said as she was sitting on her board, not even 10 feet away, there were two baby hammerhead sharks swimming in a circle! lol, As she said the story I added a more dramatic effect and started to hum the theme from JAWS.
[Back to the actual story]
I'm pretty stoked though, because I love the ocean [I'm quite scared because I am afraid to drown!] and I always wanted to learn how to surf!

That is my goal for this year, lol.
Well, I'm getting distracted by Noelle and Emile!

I will finish this blog later...


:D

Oxymoron.

The Most Easy Difficult Test Ever!!!


I'm sad to say this but, Noelle and I had a hard time with our AP Psychology test that was on Chapter 9 yesterday. Well, the essays I mean... c'mon, who the hell is Erik Erikson first of all?! Ugh, I really wish I didn't spend so much time on the first sections of the chapter, and I should have focused on the last parts as well.
Who knew that Mr. Lacroix was going to beat us down?! I sure didn't think he would..
At least I wasn't the only one who stared blankly at that essay! But, there were 2 others (that equals 3 essays for the slow ones.) I wasn't so confident on either one I think, well...except the Piaget essay. I had the gist of it I think.


Anyway, besides the brain wrecking test, I couldn't believe I went to the most pathetic pep rally of my high school life, EVER! One word explains it all; LAME. lol, Typically, it was a sad day for most of the Panthers, even the Principal must have felt embarrassed! Oh well...Only during My Senior Year they have to suck. Puh...


In Other news; [AP Literature.]

Mrs. Dinlocker has me on a choke hold at the moment, so now I must stop blogging for the moment and I must finish Frankenstein today and I must at least know all of my vocabulary words for Tuesday!
Plus, I need to fax over my Geometry* work to my online teacher before she calls again! Life is getting a bit too complex. I have the SAT and ACT Test Back-to-Back!

I have to cut my time short and start to study, plus I have this presentation to do as well..

So..

I'm off now!



Later!




*I skipped Geometry in 10th grade and took Algebra 2 instead.





I am proud to say that I'm 108 pounds..
Only because it's 108!!! Woot woot! :]]

Passive.

The exhaustion has finally caught up with me and the world feels so unreal to me, that sometimes I don't remember what I said..kind of scary.



"What goes up has got to fall.."

And that explains my mood for tonight..
I had a very high intake of sugar today, and if I were to have diabetes I think I would have sent myself to my death bed. People thought I was high! Okay, let me get your facts straightened out for ya! I don't Smoke, Drink, or Do Drugs! I'm a good kid, and even though I may seem crazy and a bit out there, I still am conservative, plus, I do my work when I am told to. Even as an overachiever I'm a lazy ass! When something catches my interest then I'd take the extra mile to learn about what I think is fascinating..

Anyway, sorry for that little run on sentence paragraph for a rant..
I'm pretty much exhausted from last night's "Witching Hour" I also am not feeling to great. Lately, my body feels like it's just going to malfunction, my brain has started to engage in these heavy pressure pulsating sensations. And sometimes I'd get a shock [Zap] at times, I think all the neurotransmitters are going berserk.. Maybe I'm going to die! :(
Hope not, I should get it checked out, one day. Now that I'm 18 I can go on my own...
maybe when Matt comes down during the Thanksgiving weekend I'll swing by the hospital for a CAT SCAN. Ever since Senior year started my health has took a nose dive. I've got a lot of issues that I need to take care of..
But first I am almost done studying for my psychology test..

Wish me luck.


I just want to succeed, why is everything so challenging for me? Or maybe it's because I don't have a clear head when learning? Whatev..




P.S.- Noelle I am not anorexic! Mr. Lacroix probably thinks I am! :/
Last time I weighed myself, I was pretty much over the 100 pound mark! lol..

Turn the Volume Up!

I love this song, and it makes me wanna dance :]

Let's dance :P

Crashing.

I'm not the type of person who screams to the world about how I feel...unless it's on here.
My heart has dropped tremendously and it's incredible that these situations occur and play insanely in my head. I believe that one action of another is causing my downfall of sorrow and despair in my heart..and I cannot take it.
Le Sigh.
Why does he always do that to me? Every time he has an assignment, it's usually a "I can do it later" thing..but since there are so many things going on that he wants to go to he doesn't have time. Yet, sometimes when I want to talk to him, he can't talk because he is "busy."
I try so hard, not to be spiteful, but I try to keep myself more busy and more on top of certain things I am doing, that way I cannot think of him. Not in that bad way, just so I won't miss him so much..
Ugh, if life could be any more simpler.
Even Love.

What a strange word, I'm starting to second guess it's actual meaning.

I love being with him, but some days he drives me crazy and the tears fall down my face...
and I am dumped on the side of the road waiting for him to come back and give me a ride, back to what love is supposed to be..



I'm still waiting for that ride..

Graduation Gift Wish List.

Well, I have given it much thought, and for my Graduation present I'd like a..

Honda Accord Sedan.



And..
I'd like a ..



Blackberry 8800

UCF- Under Construction Forever!

I just got back late yesterday afternoon from Orlando...and I must say that I am in LOVE with UCF!
My Mom, Shawn, Jason, Matt and I just went to one presentation and the Towers [College Dorm] tour. I am stoked, and I just hope to get in! All I need to complete is my essay and then we shall await for an answer..

Oh, and I got back my SAT scores yesterday...
They weren't so good, but I got a 1250. Meh, it's okay for someone who didn't study at all.
But, I am re-taking the SAT in December, the same time as the ACT. [Well, just one week in between]. I hope to get an answer to the college of my choice by December/January!

Well, I need to head over to Starbucks to get a Passion Tea drink, I'm so tired! But I can't concentrate on anything at the moment except for UCF and I need to get my homework done..