Monday, February 23, 2009

No feeling.

There are a ton of things on my mind right now making me feel horrible and worthless. I will just complain, try to fix what my problem is and then the next day do the same thing over and over again. No change, which is typical of me until something tragic happens. The normal Dominique Cycle.
I think I just bombed my math test today, I feel irritated and tired, I feel like I don't even care about the Disney CP and I haven't even really thought much about it till I saw in my planner that the presentation is this Wednesday. Now I have to go to that since I applied. Every thought in my brain just doesn't feel like it is worth my time. I am really just feeling "blah" today; it's the only way to describe it... But I should look forward to Friday because Friday I am going to Orlando for my Spring Break. So why should I look around and feel so blue? Maybe it is also because when I woke up the sky was gray and lonely looking. I like seeing clear blue sunny skies, I get excited for a new happy day. What I really need now is most likely a nap, maybe when I wake up I'll be in better spirits.
That's what I should do...

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Disney College Program.

I've been researching for about 6 months now about Disney CP and finally now I realized that this may be that opportunity I have been looking for ever since I got hired at LQ. To be a Disney Performer would be a dream come true. Not just any dream, a dream that can become my reality. Wouldn't it be great?

On February 25 they are going to my College for a presentation that begins after my math class. I'm going to dress professionally, just nice black slacks and a presentable blouse that I can borrow from my mom just in case they will be doing interviews face-to-face. They mostly do phone interviews, but I'm not hoping for that.
While applying online, you must choose up to 3-5 jobs you would be interested in doing.
Here is a list of what I chose based on what I really want to do, down towards what would be suitable if I don't get the first role I want:

1. Character Performer
2. Attractions
3. PhotoPass Photographer
4. Bibbidi Bobbidi Boutique Hostess
5. Merchandise

If you would like info on all of these roles or more you can check out the Disney College Program here

Well, I'm going to apply now, and may just watch the E-presentation online so when they come I can just enjoy the presentation. Set up an interview and then on April 8th head up to Orlando for my audition and hope that all goes well. I'm really nervous, but reading threads on disboards.com has really helped as well as watching Disney CP vlogs on youtube and keeping up with blogs from actual performers on livejournal! Phew! I'm just going to shake off my nerves now so by the time that I have my interview and audition it will be smooth sailing! Hopefully I'll get that "Purple Folder" :]

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Wednesday, February 4, 2009

30 things.

In the honor of Matt and our 4 year anniversary I decided to list 30 things that I love about Matt. It may be boring to you, but if I keep track of all the good things, in the long run it will be worth it.


1. When I'm down and sad he always finds a way to turn my frown upside down into a fit of giggles.

2. He never wants to leave my side.

3. When I stare at him, it's like staring at the moon- so fascinating to me as to how I got him.

4. I love when I'm cooking in his kitchen, he comes up behind me and slings me over his shoulder and throws me on the living room couch for no reason.

5. Our nerf gun fights in the hallway

6. Our jedi fight in the hallway of his house

7. Playing pirate in the hallway of his house.

8. When I tell him to not wet my hair in the pool and he does it anyway just so he can see me pout but then I laugh about it.

9. How his hand always finds mine.

10. When he gets jealous and threatens to go beat up a guy (it's just cute to hear him rant)

11. The sun always shines when he smiles.

12. Tickle fights are the most fun cause that's when I laugh the most, and I scream "Mercy" and he says "Mercy?! That's the wrong game!" and continues to laugh and tickle me.

13. He always cheers me on, and is my supporter.

14. He always manages to pinch my butt to make me squeal, but I ALWAYS get him back.

15. I love it when he plays with my hair.

16. The way he snuggles up against me when we are sitting on the couch.

17. How we sing Bohemian Rhapsody really loudly in the car with the windows down.

18. The way he looks at me when we are sitting at dinner

19. The way he talks to me, he takes time and is slow with the correct words he hopes he is saying.

20. The fact that we can talk about "poop" and it's not awkward at all.

21. When he farts he blames it on me (lol)

22. Every time we see a movie he always "melts" when the camera angles are amazing and the way he is fascinated with the way the film was made (all thanks to Mr. Calder)

23. He stands up for me

24. He gives me (almost) anything I ask for, like ice cream lol

25. That face he makes when he wants something.

26. When he wraps his arms around me and never wants to let go.

27. He reassures me that everything will always be alright.

28. The love notes he always used to write to me back in high school were always lovey dovey :) and he's embarrassed about it these days.

29. When he laughs it's the most beautiful sound ever.

30. The fact that he lets me hang out with his friends because I'm not mean or pushy, he always says I'm calm and accepting. And they call me "one of the guys".