Post Angsty Weekend.

This weekend was an emotional roller coaster, crying doesn't seem to be an option anymore. I've come to realize who really matters to me during this time, and I can see who are the ones that truly care in general about me and my well-being. It's quite a shock I must say. Despite that, I honestly feel 100x more closer to my boyfriend than anyone else. Seriously, in my time of need, he was the one to go leaps and bounds for me. I really appreciate it so much, so Matt, if I haven't said it enough I'll say it again! Thank You, thank you, thank you! For being my supportive buddy, without having someone to talk to about all the feelings that bubbled up inside me and the thousand tears I shed, I would have cried more.

With all of these events happening at this very moment finals seem quite impossible at the moment. I have so much to do that I am making myself feel so overwhelmed! I have to do my speech (I wish I did it last Tuesday!), I have to learn one more magic trick! And I need to learn a 30 second QFS commercial for work today during our Crew Meeting! Ugh, this freaks me out so much...

I hate it when I'm so uptight!


Onto much lighter notes...
After the Funeral for my Grandpa, we celebrated his life at my house at a Repast get together we had for him.
Here are some photos of that lovely Saturday afternoon.



My Aunt, her boyfriend, my mom & my older cousin, Sam, laughing about fun times with Grandfather.



Me and Jess in my backyard, watching the "adults" drink some of my Grandpa's award winning Rum. I wish I had some! :(



Cathy & Vicki talking in my kitchen.




xoxo