The one word that describes the way I feel and a little sick at the same time...
So Saturday has come to an end, just like any typical Saturday of my life. I go to work, I come home, I feel gross, I shower, I put on my jameies, I sit with my laptop in hand, I fiddle with Photoshop, I now browse Etsy.com, I chat with friends on DisBoards.com, I listen to either my ipod or Disney music on live365.com, and then Matt sometimes calls, then I sleep watching adult swim or Jon and Kate Plus 8. A typically Saturday routine indeed.
But it was a good Saturday, I felt good about myself and my outgoing-ness. The more confident I feel, the more I shine. My laugh and my smile is something I want all questers to remember. The fun times they had, instead of bad. No matter how loud or rowdy a group is, I tend to pretend that I don't hear sarcasm, or ignorance. I just laugh and joke around with them, and the feelings reciprocate, they have a liking to me because I smile and I treat them like their own age. I like that reciprocated feeling because I just love to be liked. I love to be talked to, I love having people feeling comfortable with me even though they just met me 2 minutes ago. Like the girls I talked to today while working. She looked to be 12 or 13, she wasn't ignorant, or sarcastic, she was just a girl who was curious and was scared. She clung to my side the whole game but it never bothered me. I just reassured her that there was nothing to be afraid of while playing, and she had a great time after that.
Mario came to visit me, that made me really happy. I gave him my free pass to play a game since I didn't want him to leave so soon.
I ended up getting really hyper with a hint of sugar crash- thanks to Trevor who bought me a latte (I just texted him to thank him, haha).
As long as today was, it was still enjoyable. I love my job, I love to talk, I love to make people laugh, I love the attention, I love to make magic moments for the people I meet, I love to see kids smile.
I really really really hope I make it to Disney!
*sigh* I looked up on weather.com that it's gonna rain tomorrow afternoon! That's going to stink! Especially since I am going to see Disney on Ice with Sadia tomorrow! But I'm so psyched for it! Anytime I hear Disney music from the theme parks it makes me cry! All of that magic in one place just overwhelms me. Disney truly is the happiest place on Earth to me.
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6/365;
Inspired by the way I feel when I come home from work vs How I feel after I shower.
Xoxo,
domi
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