"Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets;
So love the people who treat you right,
believe that everything happens for a reason.
If you get a chance, take it.
If it changes your life, let it.
Nobody said life would be easy,
They just promised it would be worth it." -Harvey Mackay
I've been thinking and thinking and thinking for the longest time that this type of thinking has affected my actions and my health. When someone destroys you in that way without them even knowing, then you know something is wrong.
I've been holding on for way too long, even when I thought I had let go.
So drop me into the ocean, so I can cleanse myself from this...
I should have known better when it came to falling in love again.
All I can do is wish it all away.
Wish it all away, before I hurt myself again.
I need a distraction from life or I'm going to go crazy...
It's time for me to take action, and not regret the things I didn't want to do!
Like go to the beach by myself and enjoy time soaking in the sun, even if your best friend doesn't call you at all.
:-/
This is going to be that emotional neglected feeling I have felt before again, the feeling that makes me cry and wish for my friends who make me happy. Rather than me surrounding myself with people who just hurt me in the end, I need to smile! It's just that...
I'm so tired of making myself vulnerable to people who are "fair-weather friends".
My Mom is always right, why do I always do this to myself?!
Well no more self-pity, it's time to dig myself out of my hole, because as my Dad said, in the end you will only have yourself, and yourself to depend on. I need to pull myself together for MY sake!
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