Long day of stuff...

I'm pretty much getting the hang of this whole college thing...I think...

After a long talk with Matt last night [much tears of mine were shed] he gave me the "pep" talk. Once I finished balling my eyes out, trying to be audible for Matt to hear me. I explained how I was feeling so alone and isolated from the people around me. Everyone I saw were walking around with friends and laughing, while I walked like a loner around the school. It made me feel so weird, like I was missing out and as if people were staring at me, probably thinking, "Look, that girl has no friends"!
But, Matt reminded me that in College people don't always have those "buddies" that you are sometimes obligated to make in high school. But in college, friend making is optional, the only reason why people go there is to learn more. Thus the reason why I am there is to focus, study, learn more and get amazing grades to get a degree. In all honesty it doesn't really matter if I'm the only girl around walking by herself. Besides, Matt said it's fine to walk around by yourself because I'm the "pretty" girl walking by myself.[Not getting full of myself] He also added that since it was the first day, no one was going to talk to anyone, but in time I will make friends, bla, bla, bla.
It really was a good pep talk.


And today we had Math class again.
There is this guy who sat next to me the first day, who decided to sit next to me again. [It was weird] He looked like he could be 21 years old and tried to talk to me. Bringing up the subject of "did you do your homework last night?" and as silly as that conversation might have been I talked a little bit but not as much. It made me feel less awkward sitting next to someone who I didn't know.
But during our lecture on equations I saw in the corner of my eye that he would look my way. Which then made the awkwardness come back. But I tried to come up with my own conclusions in my head as to why he would look at me when he should be looking at Professor Blanchette. I started to think that it was because he was wondering what I was writing for notes, yet he wasn't writing any! So I just ignored it. He was gone right after our Professor said, "See you next week."

Meh, anyway, after class I told my professor that I believe that I belonged in a different class, so he advised me to see my Adviser. PUH! Once I walked into the big building there were lines to several places going OUT the door and around the corner. I just told myself to forget it, I'll just go tomorrow morning where there will be barely anyone there. [Hopefully]. Plus, I need a World Religion book for class tomorrow night. I'm pretty stoked to having a new class! :D
But hopefully I'll wake up around when my brother does...well not THAT early.

After giving up on the whole adviser thing I gave Matt a call to see what he was up to. He told me how he was deciding to either go to Wendy's or Moe's. But he didn't want to go to Moe's alone. That was when I came up with the suggestion that he should meet me at the one near Sawgrass. [Only because it was close to my house, yet I was a good 20 minutes away, if I told him to leave we would meet in the middle] So he agreed and Matt and I went to Moe's, had lunch together and got bonding time done for today. Matt went off in a whole frenzy talking about the Stephen King book he is reading called, "Cell" that was all about Zombies and such. He was so excited just talking about it, I thought it was way cute.


Well anyway, after filling myself up with a burrito I asked him to go to Wal-Mart with me, which he so willingly said "yes" to after a couple of bribes. [lol] We both drove there [and I do not want to insert the road rage I encountered right around the corner..] with him following behind me. I must say it was the worst day to go, I completely forgot that today was the first day of school so Wal-Mart was insanely packed and busy. Completely sardined packed in the school aisle, Matt explained to me which notebook would be best for me and such. It was pretty cool/neat to have someone who already had their first year of College down-packed helping me out with things.
I love him super much for it, lol.
It only sucked cause I didn't get a planner [and he completely made fun of me for it because he knows I'm the type of girl that plans out EVERYTHING]
But I have to go to Walgreens with my Mom tonight or something to get it.

Once we left Wal-Mart, we both said our "see you later's" and went home.
Such a good day after class I must say indeed!


Before he leaves for UCF on Saturday we are going to have one more last fun day!

Matt is taking me to Plaster Carousel on Friday so we can do arts & crafts!
He is so good to me! ;___;

<3